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Posted on November 26, 2008 @ 12:05 am
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it seems like everything i want in this world is either incredibly easy to attain or ridiculously hard. for some reason getting all my electronics to work is a pain and getting Hunter to send me my shit is just as bad. But atleast i'm getting all the hard work done now. I can't wait for the next 2 weeks to be over so my epic winter break can start. I am treating myself to the best birthday gift ever this year (and probably before new years). once i finally get done what ive waited 20 years for it might make this fall seem ok.
i really wish people werent depending on me tomorrow. i feel like staying home all day. i cant wait for this weekend, once again. hopefully i'll seem more alive and it wont be so damn cold.
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Posted on November 23, 2008 @ 10:54 pm
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oh man this weekend was exactly what i needed. full of random shit, hundreds of pancakes? and holton bringing up the spiderman issue. but i have to say after yesterday i really think i need to slow up my smoking. i feel the cancer coming on already. i felt borderline straightedge this weekend compared to everyone else.
now its back to reality where i have to write 2 finals and a late paper and a project and study for a bunch of tests.
in reality im probaly just gonna watch monthy python sketches all day.
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Posted on November 17, 2008 @ 1:14 am
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on a lighter note this weekend was fucking great. i went to an assylum for various reasons and it was creepy as fuck, which i thought it would be. but anyways what was really interesting was saturday. i went to bree's show which was great by the way and reminded me why i loved punk in the first place. so after waiting long hours for her band to go on, we leave. so this guy jay wanted to beat the shit out of this asshole eric, who whole heartedly desereved every bit of it, but didnt. we got into brees car then made the descision to go back and fuck with eric. when we turned around and go back we ask where he is. once we got there all i saw as i turned a corner was jay and i got mased. jay got it the worst, i was just caught in the cross fire. it stung like fucking hell but i didnt realize how bad until after i helped jay. eric ended up masing a cop and running away.
he better not show up in NYC again or else he's going to be jumped, again.
that night was amazing overall.
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Posted on November 13, 2008 @ 3:07 pm
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i wish i went to the party.
4:00 on is fucking great. i love my friends but if you don't know them its way hard to understand them. this videos great.
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Posted on November 12, 2008 @ 12:09 pm
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i never thought i'd hear "turkish ship invaded by pirates" on msnbc or any network at that.
i find myself battling with the very good and the very bad. im almost positive im getting a's in my classes but, the two classes ive been trying to drop, didn't and it was this epic task just for them to tell me, no. so, now i have to kiss ass and get an A in a class i rarely went to and then try to make a deal with a professor to just not fail me. lets see how good i am of convincing now.
another good and bad, all my electronics other than tv and instruments, have failed me. but, i broke down everything wrong with my writing and now have a brand new idea that sounds like it could be the great novel i could ever write. now i just need something to write it with.
this weekend sounds like the sketchiest idea that anyones ever told me, but im learning how to say yes to weird ideas and not anaylze so much so i think i'll be going. i will most definitly have a good story come sunday.
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Posted on November 10, 2008 @ 1:31 am
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being out all Saturday got me sick, once again. it was a nice 2 week break at least.
i wish this weekend was longer. i feel like it went by too quick and im not amped for tomorrow.
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Posted on November 05, 2008 @ 5:56 pm
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Posted on November 04, 2008 @ 10:49 pm
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wow Fox News is the thing to watch tonight. their mumbles and off topic conversation is hilarious. they only thing they do talk about is the few states mccain did win.
speaking of making history i got a's on all my midterms. finally i'm straightening up.
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Posted on October 28, 2008 @ 10:18 pm
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last night was so weird. it was the first time in my life i studied.
and its the first time in my life im reading the book im assigned to read.
thank fucking god cause i screw october all up and its time for me to straighten up. i have one more month left of this semester. i know i can make it. im on good terms with all my teachers, especially american art and i just need to keep it that way.
and i have a crush on charles willson peale's son from 'the staircase group'. thats what I'M learning in art history.
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Posted on October 25, 2008 @ 9:12 pm
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wow cmj was such a bummer.
my string of physical conditions continues with week now that my wisdom teeth are tearing me apart.
ive been inside all weekend playing piano which over the years ive been playing more than any other instrument i own.
i dont want to take midterm tests this week.
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Posted on October 20, 2008 @ 1:44 am
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Friday will be forever engraved in my mind. it was great.
i really just want it to be halloween already. kristin, alexis and i have the best costumes ever and i just want to wear it already. also this week is CMJ which is going to be a bitch.
on the up side, 21+ shows no longer stand in my way.
So far my CMJ schedule is,
Wednesday: Team Robespierre @ Under the Williamsburg Bridge
Thursday: Totally Michael / Best Fwends / High Places @ Eisner & Lubin Auditorium
Friday: Black Lips @ ANTICS Warehouse
Friday Night: Vice Party with Monotonix @ The Studio
OR Friday Night: Myopenbar.com show @ Cake Shop
Saturday: The Teenagers @ ANTICS Warehouse
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October 29th: Uh Huh Her @ The Fillmore
Halloween: Matt & Kim / Ponytail / DMBQ @ Danbro
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Posted on October 16, 2008 @ 2:10 am
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third time was the charm. d4 was fun, i felt like i broke 10 bones but thats cool.
the throat is swollen as fuck right now. i havent felt healthy in months. i miss it.
thank god tomorrows thursday cause i can't handle school right now. i'll go to my one class and call it a week. i've been seriously slacking. I just want to spend one day doing absolutely nothing. i forgot what that felt like.
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Posted on October 13, 2008 @ 11:28 pm
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i dont know how even today was somehow entertaining.
tomorrow i have to haul ass out of school to get to the dillinger four show.
fridays still up for grabs.
saturday carnel knowledge again.
im mentally drained. i still cant comprehend this past weekend.
and october is packed with shows or parties or school.
i wish CMJ wasn't so EPIC.
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Posted on October 12, 2008 @ 10:41 pm
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im only going to see against me in philly from now on. any well known show these days are over run with new jeresey kids ages 14-18 that either dont know what theyre doing, try to act tough, or are just annoying. atleast philly shows have camden kids who are cool as fuck not like everyone that wants to raid new york city in northern jersey or long island or upstate ny. im so sick of stupid girls that try to act tough at shows. its funny seeing some kid with acceptable yet alternative hair and a against me (new wave) hoodie trying to flex in a crowd and be the asshole, guy or girl. and theyre never from new york city! theyre needs to be more venues in jersey so they can stay out of my city. its ruins the show for me.
against me was good though.
this whole weekend was great.
tuesday will be better.
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Posted on October 06, 2008 @ 5:33 am
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for someone whose pulling an all nighter to write 2 essays they find boring, i'm in a really good mood.
it 530 am, i gotta leave in 2 hours for class, i'm listening to municipal waste and writing an essay about municipal waste (not the band).
i actually like writing this essay cause i'm somehow making it about punks. its great.
p.s. FUCK BLOOMBERG
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Posted on September 29, 2008 @ 11:15 am
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my favorite actor of all time is dead.
i genuinely love Paul Newman and all the work he's done.
i think its time to watch some of the hundreds of Newman movies i have.
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Posted on September 20, 2008 @ 9:05 pm
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i feel bad about travis barker and everyone else on the plane.
blink 182 made me love music and we the first band i ever loved back in 4th grade.
travis better make it.
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Posted on September 17, 2008 @ 11:47 pm
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goodreads.com would be alot cooler if more people read. its like last.fm for books and its exactly what i need in my life to keep track on what i have to read.
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Posted on September 16, 2008 @ 11:32 pm
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i wonder if ill bitch everyday.
im so tired. and my throats killing me.
this medicine makes me want to pass out.
in my american art history class there was some asshole who put his phone on the desk next to me that blinked for an hour and 30 minutes. all i did was stare, tried to avoid it. and then he kept snapping. every few seconds he snapped. i wanted to kill.
on another note, tropic of cancer is a pretty good book though i would like a story with more dialogue. post office was amazing.
any piece of literature taken seriously with shit references every few pages HAS to be a classic.
time to up the dose on theraflu and "knock the fuck out".
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Posted on September 10, 2008 @ 9:07 pm
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i finally went back to school again and am completely exhausted. theres still a bunch of shit i need to get straight in my actual life before i get started back in my personal life. i just hate feeling completely distant from the world and if i had a phone this wouldnt be a problem. i dont want to go home after class and do nothing but how am i supposed to communicate with anyone other than internet, not to sound too 21st century. but i do believe not having a cell phone anymore has distanced me from too many people and i dont want to be comfortable in the position im in now. i just think my focus right now should be the one thing ive ignored for the last few years, my adult life, which is completely my fault. but if i constantly hang out now, im fucked in a few years. im not lucky. i cant get jobs. im socially awkward unless im drunk, the only thing i can do is write and be damn good at that.
i swear if i can make it out a better person by the end of this month, im capable of doing anything.
in good news, im my american art professors favorite already cause i wore a smiths shirt. and my english professor has a pink floyd bag. its all very odd to me.
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